Dilemma of A Mother


Every mother in the world will be more than happy to see their children happily married n have wonderful children n family of their own..

I hate to think of it ..but soon I'll have to hand over my children to the people whom they have chosen. But when I gave it a deep thought..I know now that this is not going to be easy for me, Now I know how my mother must have felt when I told her " Ma, I met a guy..I love him so much and we are planning to get married. Hope you give us your blessings"...



When the time comes, I know I'm going to burst into joy..but to tell you the truth..deep down..I'm not really sure!! What really scares me is ... are they the kind of persons whom I can really trust, who can take over my responsibilities, who will shower my children with love, care and happiness, who will always be there in sickness and in health, who will guide my children and grandchildren through the right path of Allah..

 To me, no matter how old you are, you are still my babies.Well, I guess I'm just being normal..protective..just want to be sure that all my children get the best out of everything, that's all. So...when it's time for me to GO, I can be absolutely 100% sure that all of you are left in good hands...only then, I can rest in peace...

It feels like it was just yesterday when I changed your diapers, nursed you, bathing & lathering you with soap, smothering your body with baby talcum powder,  putting you to bed, tying up your shoes, sending you to school, watching you perform in your school concerts, breaking up your fights, tried to be a doctor when you guys really need one, putting 'bandaids' on your cut knees and many more priceless memories...Regardless of the hustle and bustle of bringing you guys up, I enjoyed every bit of it and I'm happy that I was given a chance to bring all of you up on my own..no regrets!!



I Know one day I have to let go of your hands....



When the time comes..I know each time I'll be excited, overwhelmed n happy on the outside..but there's still a tiny part in this mother's heart that will definitely sob and sob and sob...thinking that one by one a child is lost..

 


Spunky Sally

5 comments:

Noraishikin Mohd Salleh said...

lumrah kehidupan..

kaykay said...

you make me realize why my mak in mix feelings when i told her i plan to get married.

Spunky Sally said...
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sally said...

That's why mama cried on our wedding day sis..

Spunky Sally said...

Kaykay,
Yup mix feelings...happy n joyful coz your baby is starting a new life n family. Sad coz you fear that when she enters the new threshold, will she be happier or otherwise...???

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