I MISS YOU SO MUCH...

He is a good husband
Who portrays how a loving and responsible
husband should be
Really love the way you treated Mama
The bond u two had was unbelievable

He's there...
A firm foundation,
A sturdy hand to hold to,
In times of stress and strife,
In times of fear and in sickness too.

He is a man of very few words
His dreams are seldom spoken
And so are his wants
Most of the time his worries
Will be kept unspoken too

He taught me lessons about life,
What's right and what's wrong.
And instilled in me values,
So I would be good and strong

"Kalau bercakap semata-mata nak menyakitkan hati orang..
baik tak payah bercakap"
Speak only when necessary, he said
so you won't hurt people's feelings

He never complains
What more to shout in anger

He takes things as they are
a very obliging person he is

It's been 4 years now since he was gone
they say we'll forget over time
but not me and my sis
the further he goes
the more he is missed

Sometimes I long to give him a call
To share my happiness, sorrow and all
To break exciting news about my children
Or to talk about issues of his interest
Suddenly I feel the chills run up through my spine
as I realize that he's no longer there...